why is the distance going further n further?what can i do men i shall try to go with them at onli some times. but if still its not good the situation i shall b like isa i must overcome this lathis is a challenge a challenge!i still love the TEAM
1:46 AM

omg im really dead.
what the hell went wrong.
what i want to grab hold is gone.
why mus every1 do this to me.
im really lost.
i do not want tis to happen 1 la.
why??
i really dont noe.
i nv hate u anymore.
nv after u treat me ok n normally
u make me lose 1 fren
u told her to make me lose 1 fren la what is wrong wif u
u said ppl tiao po li jian u urself r doing it.
i did not even say anyting u told me to anyone
i kept it to myself
fine u said im grabbing it but im not now ok.
why u see me bu shuang leh
im not a threat to u la.
can u just leave me alone??
i didnt even say a word u bitch bout them to anyone can or not??
help me god i feel so helpless.
i do not know how to face them.Labels: devastated, everything's gone, hopeless, lost
10:09 PM

i hate u man. SUCKER FUCKER IDIOTIC PIG! WHY MUS U CARE SO MUCH ABOUT PPL U HATE?? N LIKE?? I REALLY CANT STAND UR HYPROCRC WHY MUST U DO TIS TO ME!!! IDIOT SUCKER.
u ASSHOLE LA !! I HATE U MAN I REALLY CAN'T STAN IT. HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE?? ISA PLS HELP ME!! CAN I TELL THE THINGSD TOP SALLY?? I DONT TINK SHE WILL BELIEVE ME N SHE IS BEHAVING LIKE POISON IVY LA. LIKE WAT THE HECK
SHE SLOWLY GETTING MY FRIENDS AEAY FROM ME SLOWLY!! I HOPE THEY DONT LEAVE ME N I MUST GIVE THEM TRUST!! U IDIOTIC SUGKERLabels: IDIOTIC SUCKER FUCKER ASSHOLE
4:20 AM

im really afraid tat isa will leave me n go wif her. i dont want it to happen tis way.im afraid that i will lose everyting i dont want to leave the netballers i love them. i already lost a fren that i use to love n respect. but she di tis kind of things to me n how could i not b angry? what does she treat me la. some ppl tat she treat worse than shaleen?? wtf! i dun want to end like that! i dont want to i can onli go wif zj n amanda n hope they will treat me nicely. ♥ the ppl who treat me well. they isa,sally,jacelyn,marissa,natvianne,jocelyn,mabel,joyce are ♥. God pls dun let this end so early. i want netballers. i wan to get into bdiv n continue tis pls god help me.
12:21 AM
